head is still in the clouds

i really wish i could make up my mind and jus stick with it!

but if i was able to do that then i really wouldnt be me but oh well my life and MY MISTAKES to make and i really think that i need to try and be on my own otherwise ill forever be stuck in my parents house, with loads of regret
so if decided that i have to start doing things for me and not anyone else;
-i want to be a photographer
-i want to travel the world
-i wanna come home and live on the chathams
-im tired of being told what is going to happen to me i want to take that fall on my own so that im able to get my own shit sorted
-& most of all i want to show people that i am able to do anything that i put my mind to