well where to begin...
ive just celebrated my 19th year living on this amazing life and i have so much to be grateful for
-parents who support me
-brothers and sisters are healthy and absolutley beautiful
-a best friend who i would never swap for anyone
-uncles and auntys who will forever stand behind me
-grandparents which always remind me how proud they are of me
-a great income
-savings in the bank
-an awesome group of friends
-cousins who i count as siblings because i wouldnt have them as anything else
but its more than that ive decided that i want to take a different approach on life and its to always look at the glass half full, i no longe want to be surrounded by any negativitey only the positive. we are given one lifetime on this earth and i dont want to look back it 15 years from now and think why didnt i!!!
so here it is people the bucket list begins
-travel to new place every year
-become a photographer
-spend time with the ones i love
-sky dive
-buy a house on the beach
-run away with the circus (abit far fetched but it could happen)
-meet the man of my dreams (channing tatum come at me)
-learn a new language
-get covered in tattoos (not fully)
-return home to build me a house
-save a life
-celebrate every new year with a resolution and complete it
-get my last name changed
-watch one of chances league games
-travel with aj when he becomes a rockstar
-get autograph from rhcp
-forgive
and so much more to add but this will do for the moment i cant wait to see what my fairytale turns into.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
im back
well where to begin!
i know its been a while sorry about that! for the last 6 and a half months ive been living on the beautiful paradise of CHATHAM ISLANDS nothing has changed down there since i was last there but god it was so good to just be home!
i was working at the local pub down there, was alright apart from all the drama and bullshit! and to make things more awesome me and my mate mike got our own flat :) which was awesome but i wasnt makin enough money to continue livin ther so after 3 and a half months i moved back to my nanas so that i could save... yeah fcukin right :/ so i am now in the big shakey city of christchurch :) and im away to wellington on wensday then back of to perth on thursday :) to be honest im so looking forward to headin back but thats mainly becoz of the fact that my best mate kayla jay will be there and also georgia is living 2 hours away from me.
so anyways life is pretty good at the moment i sorted all my shit and got it out of my system that i really am not ready to be livin back home just yet and i need to get out and see the world befor i go home and settle down; and that was mostly after i had all the older boys from down home saying that they wer so proud as i finally got off the island and am doin something!
soo no more chathams for me until jan when my mate has her 21st then its straight back to auzz befor i end up gettn stuck down ther!
christmas
we had such a nice family christmas, uncle mayne woke us up at 6am...BIG FCUKIN KID after all the presents were opened and mum stopped fussing around in the kitchen we packed up and headed off to taupeka where my other half of my whanau were parked up had the most beautiful lunch and a few beers after that my dad took me and some of my kuszhins down to bell rock wher my mates were parked up celebrating christmas and their beautiful hangovers :) after haven dinner down there it was time to do what we all do best! and that was drink!!! drunk right through to the next day so no stupid hangover for me just very tired!
new years
i spent new years down home and it was great! ther was just soo many people!... yes even for the chathams! even danced my ass off with my mum(yeah shes still got it) hahaha then we just drank way to much piss until around 6am then some of us headed back to mine where i got no sleep thanks to a certain someone! and got up at 9am for my nanas unveiling! do you know how hard that is when you have had no sleep and your still blind drunk! aghhh the true joys of it all
but other than that i have had the most greatest 6 months in a very long time and it was just what my soul needed a touch of paradise! but now back to auzz to make some real money and travel to some beautiful places.... BRING IT ON
i know its been a while sorry about that! for the last 6 and a half months ive been living on the beautiful paradise of CHATHAM ISLANDS nothing has changed down there since i was last there but god it was so good to just be home!
i was working at the local pub down there, was alright apart from all the drama and bullshit! and to make things more awesome me and my mate mike got our own flat :) which was awesome but i wasnt makin enough money to continue livin ther so after 3 and a half months i moved back to my nanas so that i could save... yeah fcukin right :/ so i am now in the big shakey city of christchurch :) and im away to wellington on wensday then back of to perth on thursday :) to be honest im so looking forward to headin back but thats mainly becoz of the fact that my best mate kayla jay will be there and also georgia is living 2 hours away from me.
so anyways life is pretty good at the moment i sorted all my shit and got it out of my system that i really am not ready to be livin back home just yet and i need to get out and see the world befor i go home and settle down; and that was mostly after i had all the older boys from down home saying that they wer so proud as i finally got off the island and am doin something!
soo no more chathams for me until jan when my mate has her 21st then its straight back to auzz befor i end up gettn stuck down ther!
christmas
we had such a nice family christmas, uncle mayne woke us up at 6am...BIG FCUKIN KID after all the presents were opened and mum stopped fussing around in the kitchen we packed up and headed off to taupeka where my other half of my whanau were parked up had the most beautiful lunch and a few beers after that my dad took me and some of my kuszhins down to bell rock wher my mates were parked up celebrating christmas and their beautiful hangovers :) after haven dinner down there it was time to do what we all do best! and that was drink!!! drunk right through to the next day so no stupid hangover for me just very tired!
new years
i spent new years down home and it was great! ther was just soo many people!... yes even for the chathams! even danced my ass off with my mum(yeah shes still got it) hahaha then we just drank way to much piss until around 6am then some of us headed back to mine where i got no sleep thanks to a certain someone! and got up at 9am for my nanas unveiling! do you know how hard that is when you have had no sleep and your still blind drunk! aghhh the true joys of it all
Monday, September 5, 2011
head is still in the clouds
i really wish i could make up my mind and jus stick with it!
but if i was able to do that then i really wouldnt be me but oh well my life and MY MISTAKES to make and i really think that i need to try and be on my own otherwise ill forever be stuck in my parents house, with loads of regret
so if decided that i have to start doing things for me and not anyone else;
-i want to be a photographer
-i want to travel the world
-i wanna come home and live on the chathams
-im tired of being told what is going to happen to me i want to take that fall on my own so that im able to get my own shit sorted
-& most of all i want to show people that i am able to do anything that i put my mind to
but if i was able to do that then i really wouldnt be me but oh well my life and MY MISTAKES to make and i really think that i need to try and be on my own otherwise ill forever be stuck in my parents house, with loads of regret
so if decided that i have to start doing things for me and not anyone else;
-i want to be a photographer
-i want to travel the world
-i wanna come home and live on the chathams
-im tired of being told what is going to happen to me i want to take that fall on my own so that im able to get my own shit sorted
-& most of all i want to show people that i am able to do anything that i put my mind to
Sunday, July 31, 2011
things, people & life have changed
So next year I was on the move back to New Zealand to go flatting with my really good mate heids, but things seem to have taken a very big turn on me! im one of thoughs people who can not really make up their mind; and its the worst thing someone can have, one moment im goin home next im not then im on a flight to China!
anyways my parents have been telling me about reality; and to be really honest im scared of it. what if i fail? what if i dissapoint?
im scared that i will head back home & things are not like i planned. and also i have bugger all money saved and there is no excuse for that as i get paid well and have nothing to spend it on & what makes it worst is my parents pay for everything :S
- so for now the idea is to stay in the land of money & get myself set up soo that i can do anything i wish with my life.
- i also feel like a really crappy friend for not keeping to my word but how do you tell someone that your just not ready to move away from everybody you love.
NEXT:
i woke up saturday morning to the most worst txt; my closest kuszhin Chancie had been put in hospital with a inflamed heart & was haveing difficulty breathing!!! its the worst thing when your miles away, chancie is like my other half; in a soul connection soo that really put a grey cloud on my mood, but the up news is if he wants he can go to the canterbury bulldogs in sydney; in the start of november if he wants!!!!!! so had a long talk to him about that :) & if he does ill be goin to sydney at least once every two months which is sooo exciting! until i found out that i will be staying in the house called the dog house, which is where all the young boys stay; well you can imagine my dads reaction... NO BLOODY WAY ;p
ALSO: have my uncle's 21st coming up in two weeks :) we've polished off his yard glass, sort of scary considering that im next in line to do the yardie... its our family tradition so we will see :S all of our family apart from my nana is flying up for it; so its also a great big family reunion & you need to understand that when my family get together its nothing but pranks, laughter, good food, loads of bullshit & smiles. soo bring it on i say ! hopefully my family loves it soo much that they move up here would jus make life so much more better.
AND: i also had my best mate from auzz come up and stay a week with me Georgia Alice Te Rangi Whakapunia Bush :) which you could imagine was jus laughter the whole time! im sure mum was tempted to buy earmuffs haha, but it was great have bolo up here; showed me who true friends really are & her family also invited me to bali in September which im still really thinking about its just the money thing that gets in the way of every great plan ! like usual!
anyways i best be off that was my quick blog; i promise to try and write more! i shall make it a goal :)
anyways my parents have been telling me about reality; and to be really honest im scared of it. what if i fail? what if i dissapoint?
im scared that i will head back home & things are not like i planned. and also i have bugger all money saved and there is no excuse for that as i get paid well and have nothing to spend it on & what makes it worst is my parents pay for everything :S
- so for now the idea is to stay in the land of money & get myself set up soo that i can do anything i wish with my life.
- i also feel like a really crappy friend for not keeping to my word but how do you tell someone that your just not ready to move away from everybody you love.
NEXT:
i woke up saturday morning to the most worst txt; my closest kuszhin Chancie had been put in hospital with a inflamed heart & was haveing difficulty breathing!!! its the worst thing when your miles away, chancie is like my other half; in a soul connection soo that really put a grey cloud on my mood, but the up news is if he wants he can go to the canterbury bulldogs in sydney; in the start of november if he wants!!!!!! so had a long talk to him about that :) & if he does ill be goin to sydney at least once every two months which is sooo exciting! until i found out that i will be staying in the house called the dog house, which is where all the young boys stay; well you can imagine my dads reaction... NO BLOODY WAY ;p
ALSO: have my uncle's 21st coming up in two weeks :) we've polished off his yard glass, sort of scary considering that im next in line to do the yardie... its our family tradition so we will see :S all of our family apart from my nana is flying up for it; so its also a great big family reunion & you need to understand that when my family get together its nothing but pranks, laughter, good food, loads of bullshit & smiles. soo bring it on i say ! hopefully my family loves it soo much that they move up here would jus make life so much more better.
AND: i also had my best mate from auzz come up and stay a week with me Georgia Alice Te Rangi Whakapunia Bush :) which you could imagine was jus laughter the whole time! im sure mum was tempted to buy earmuffs haha, but it was great have bolo up here; showed me who true friends really are & her family also invited me to bali in September which im still really thinking about its just the money thing that gets in the way of every great plan ! like usual!
Friday, February 18, 2011
gumboots
the little things that made home;
wearing gumboots, friendly waves, crashing on someones couch, camping all summer, 4day parties, hunting, zigzags, scartched cds, straight spirits, knocked over road signs, keys left in the car, booking up, 10 dollar beer, under agers, dogs on the back of the truck, gravel roads, beaching it, seshs at the lake, guitar sessions, sunsets, locals only, friends from way back, jeans and jandals, people on the back of trucks, full cars, running on empty, cuppas, knowing everybody & all the little things that make it the best place on earth ...
REKOHU.pride
wearing gumboots, friendly waves, crashing on someones couch, camping all summer, 4day parties, hunting, zigzags, scartched cds, straight spirits, knocked over road signs, keys left in the car, booking up, 10 dollar beer, under agers, dogs on the back of the truck, gravel roads, beaching it, seshs at the lake, guitar sessions, sunsets, locals only, friends from way back, jeans and jandals, people on the back of trucks, full cars, running on empty, cuppas, knowing everybody & all the little things that make it the best place on earth ...
REKOHU.pride
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Home home home
Soo as you might remember i was due too go home for this long 2 month holiday, that i was just dreading from the start. As soon as i got home i looked around with lost eyes. All that went through my head was why did i miss this place so much? As time went by the island slowly grew on me; maybe it was the way that you got the friendly wave when you drove past, the way that everyone remembered me & i could just be myself, the way i could go out and know that somebody was always looking after me! It slowly took my attention that home will forever be the place in my heart, and although i desperatly never wanted too leave perth. Chathams has taken another a big chunk of my heart and i never wanted to leave! I would give anything to be back home maybe end of the year ? We'll see how it goes ...
Monday, August 30, 2010
the big bamn !
Soo a year and a half ago i moved too the big city of Perth, and bein honest at the start i would have given anything to go home !
but ive given it time & Perth has dare i say it, become apart of who i am today.
Soo i love liven here & all my new great friends that ive made. But my mum has recently found out that she has had a job offer in karratha now this place is about 16 hours from perth!!!
now i wish all the best for my mum but come on ! 16 hours & did i mention its like a bloody dessert ! red sand!
nah i just cant cope with that !
soo if she gets the job im goin to hopefully talk to my aunty & uncle and hopefully move in & live with them
sooo fingerscrossed as i dont want to be living on mars !
but ive given it time & Perth has dare i say it, become apart of who i am today.
Soo i love liven here & all my new great friends that ive made. But my mum has recently found out that she has had a job offer in karratha now this place is about 16 hours from perth!!!
now i wish all the best for my mum but come on ! 16 hours & did i mention its like a bloody dessert ! red sand!
nah i just cant cope with that !
soo if she gets the job im goin to hopefully talk to my aunty & uncle and hopefully move in & live with them
sooo fingerscrossed as i dont want to be living on mars !
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