the big bamn !

Soo a year and a half ago i moved too the big city of Perth, and bein honest at the start i would have given anything to go home !
but ive given it time & Perth has dare i say it, become apart of who i am today.
Soo i love liven here & all my new great friends that ive made. But my mum has recently found out that she has had a job offer in karratha now this place is about 16 hours from perth!!!
now i wish all the best for my mum but come on ! 16 hours & did i mention its like a bloody dessert ! red sand!
nah i just cant cope with that !
soo if she gets the job im goin to hopefully talk to my aunty & uncle and hopefully move in & live with them
sooo fingerscrossed as i dont want to be living on mars !

if you cant beat em. join em !

soo i pretty much have given up on school. i hate every second of it ! & do anything to get the day off ! i only love going there to see all my friends & chill with them...
if i quit school then i have to pay rent to live with my mum & i need a full time job & will most probably never get a proper job or anything !
i neeed to find a way so that i can fully enjoy going to school and stop hating it so much !
so ive decided to finish out the year & hopefuly pass year 11 then next year do 3 days school & 2 days working then i can make me some money & pass yr 12 !
also at the end of this year im heading back too nz & the chatham islands for 2 months....
now im a country girl by heart & city girl  by choice & dont get me wrong i love evrything about going home & evryone that i will get too see ! but 2 months will most probably drive me totally nuttz !!!
but my good ol mate heidi has been doin the thing a friend does & guilt trips me in sayin i wont get to see em all for another year & blah blah soo i8m goin too stick out the 2 months ! soo wish me luck on the island of no civilisation !
heidz you have found a way once again too ware me down & per pressure me LOL
if you cant beat em why the hell not join em ayee?
fingers crossed i dont go mental !

simple (L)

Heidi !
dudee wher do i start ?
first i jus wana thank you soo much ! forr being ther for me when my nana passed :'( yuu really wer the reason i could keep going, i nevr evr got too tell you thanks ! & probably will nevr have the right time or placee but i jus neeed you to know that i was soo glad too have someone likee you i could cry on, & understand how i felt with out haven too speak...
your just an awesome chicky aye heids ! even though people cant have us in the same room for too long because we think its a great time too laugh & annoy evryone !
your like my sister i never hadd ! the one who i can turn too & tell you my problems soo you can tell me the advice, slap me & tell me too stop bein a egg & gett on with it ! your the ying too my yang !
we can jus soo easily cruize through life with no worries, & i could easily do it with you as one of my best friends...
s i m p l e as that matey !
we are oneee... ;)
we are one you and i, like the earth under the sky one family under the sun ;)
cheeers matee ! your really an awesomee person ayee & i thank godd that yuur my frend

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time may pass, people change, but memories are forever...

i still remeber running home after fridays too ring you up too come and stay at mine.
i remember always wanting too stay at trishas with you :) & all the best times we would have! i remember all the talks we hadd about how we would forevr be best friends & no matter what always keeep in touch.
well 16 years later babes & not one fight ! still best friends & maybe we are islands away but i think we can pull through..
i will forever be that person who you never have a problem telling anything too, the one who you know you could call at one am becoz i would listen to evry word no matter how tired i am, the one who would drop anything thing too help you out, the one who is proud too say i am your friend...

Shenelle Marie Fraser; your all of those things
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