Chance.Anaru.Peni

my cousin, my brother, my bestfriend
-Chance Anaru Peni
thank you soo much for being the best person to me. when i was down, sad, happy, excited. no matter what you were there for me. i love how i can tell you things and no matter what you will never judge me, you just laugh, comfort or tell me i coulda done worse. many see you as a big scary guy, i see you as a person i could trust with my life, my secrets and my soul.
i love it how you are never think you are too cool to help anyone, or too good to come last.
memorys:
- when we thought id would be good idea to go egging on halloween night & ended up running away from a bunch of little kids.
- when we were doing burnies in the car & freak when ever a car came round the corner.
- cooking us pancakes then telling me how much you loved these awesome non stick pans cause they only needed a little wipe.
- burning that pie at nanas and then we couldnt stop laughin about it.
- when we thought it would be a mean as idea to build a extra long straw into the punch bowl so we wouldnt have too keep getting up.
- shoulder bumping each other, until it hurt soo bad (well me anyways)
- making me go for a runn and literally pushing me up the huge hill telling me i had to hurry up or watch out man did i run.
- ringing me up at around 12 at night seeing if i wanted to hang out!
- punching me telling me i had to harden up.
- telling me about all your rugby games & i how the ones that i missed you always seemed to do something just totally amazing.
- being a big teddy bear when i was feeling down.
- protecting me from those who ever tried to hurt me.

-being just the most awesomest cousin any one could have :)

errrrr tradgic kuszhin lovee.. :)

love you chancie boi.

love the moments

i love :
my family, my nanna, chuckin skittles at people in the movies, pressin my face up to the glass to leave the print of my face, lookin at the clouds and useing your imagination too see what it looks like, play fighting with my cousins, having meaning full talks with the "wise" uncles, pulling faces at people who stare at me when they drive past, drawing love hearts on my hand, capping kylie since she is the only one who will skull it with me, hoping too bed with a electric blancket, listenin too uncle ajay play guitar & sing, hugging my dad(pete), going too bed after my nan says "god bless", listenin out for heidis truck too cal into my drive way, all my child hood memorys with nelly, watching tv in my mums bed with nells, tyin my hair up in a bun, comin home to a warm house, smellin my nanas perfume, seeing my auntys & uncles in auckland, me and my dad getting along, takin pictures in the mirror with waikii, when im not pissed at lesty, music blasting, when my mum and dad cuddle, standing with no shoes on at the beach, landing safetly at home, the smell of wood burning, putting on pj`z after a cold day, the feeling you get after havin a runn, finishen my homework, jokin with chance, when me & bai have fights in the end i win, when me & cj goof about, when i play fight billy, biten billy LOL, me & chance driven about, halloween eggin people, you know what i love?
i love my life & the people in it .

arohanui xx

childhood

as i sit here and dodge my homework :P i start too think about what a good childhood i had & how it only feels like yesturday me & my best friend Shenelle were pretending our bikes were cars...
how our imagination was unlimited .! & no body could tell us that our dreams were out of reach or it would take a while untill we finally succeded. now its all about haven a plan not taking life as it comes, and learning to go with the flow. the first question you get asked is what are you goin to do after you finish school ! id rather just pass year 11 & take baby steps. I fell so out of place as many people have these marvellous plans on what university to how much it wil cost, to what they are goin to name their pet dog when they get a flat.
At the moment my priorities are passing year 11, havening funn, gettin fit again, making the most of being carefree, and laughing at all the stupid stuff that has happened in the past so i can carry on with my future.
one day it will come too me, my dream that nobody can stand infront of because it all my heart desires & i would have earned every second of it from all the times i mucked around, but took what i needed from my life lessons .
& thank my mum & dad for helping me discover this dream of mine :) youse are my wall when i have run out of places too lean on ...

xxx

wonderwoman & more...

as im slowly getting older me & mum are getting very close.
im starting too tell her things that i never would have imagined telling her a few years ago. she is my hero for all the things she does for me shes like wonderwoman but better. Mum & I were talking about how i tell her where im goin, lately ive found it soo hard too lie to her soo when im wanna go too partys i tell her straight up where im goin what im doing & who will be there its soo weird im sure she brain washed me =S
soo it has taken me 17 years too built this incredible bond with her & im loven every second of it...

soo for now i just look at my mum & think wow she really is all that !
loveee you mumm
xx

Growing up...

i was laying in bed one night thinking of al the things that we once did as a kid and as we got older it stopped or changed...
like wen you go from saying mummy too mum too mother
when the worst diease you could catch was boy cooties
when your Dad was the only guy you would love
when having a sip of Dads beer was WAY too much
how the worst place was the boys toilet

& it dawned on me how much i had changed how my Dad was no longer the only guy i thought id love how i know could drink more than a sip and how i had grown up over the years...

but i remember the moxt was saying how much i wanted to grow up...

Rekohu, my heart & soul

well i was proudly born & raised on the Chatham Islands i might as well tell you where that is since i know your thinking where is that ?
its 44 south & 145 west off new zealand, its a small island & has the population of around 800 people.
its a place that no matter how much you get annoyed with the fact that it only has one shop, no cellphone reception, expensive stuff & everyone is related to you soo they always tell your parents what you get up too, you will forever call it home .!
me & my family have now moved of the Chathams one year age & came over too the big city of perth :)
although i do honestly miss my home i know it will forevr be there !
one day ill go home & remember all the good things about it but for now im enjoyin the cellphone reception, sunny days, hot boyyz ,and getting away with soo much without my mum & dad finding out :P

- rekohu, my heart & soul.